Hello everybody.It's been a while I'm not posting my progress.I just wanted to inform you guys about my IPCC comic project progress.On September we have a discussion session with the mentor together with contract signing.All the comic winners were there for the session.One of the things that they wanted us to do is create a website so they can see our progress.
So,I have set up a Blog for my progress.Hope you guys can drop by and drop few comments.Hope to see you guys there.Cheers and bye...

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It was a very thrilling day though there were not much people came to see the IPCC comic event yesterday but it was the greatest day in my life as I and the rest of my team have win the IPCC COMIC COMPETETION!The contestant were mostly came from the best comic artist in Malaysia.We are so happy and have a plan for the future project base on this winning title.These could be my spark that I ve been looking for...Aminnn.Thanks to my hard working and full effort teammates.All that stay late night and long range journey to complete the pitch are worth it.Thanks to everybody that have give me moral suppot to not give up.I really really really appreciated it.Next mission.....To complete the 50 pages comic in 6 month.Wish me luck.

I have book myself as one of the finalist of the IPCC Interactive Comic 2009.Now I have 1 week left to prepare my presentation.Oh damn its gonna be a rough week and one day of brutal battle.Here are the rest of the finalist(Guess me which one hehe).If you wanna see my rough character design for this project check out my fusionwerk blogspot.Wish me luck.

Finalist Digital Comics:

TEAM NAME / COMPANY NAME:TITLE
1. GO GO TORA STUDIOS: THE WARRIOR OF THE JAGAT RIAU
2. SHENITI SDN BHD: THE RETURNING
3. ILHAM STUDIO: LOG BOOK : HEROIC TRIO RECORD
4. DARKWERK STUDIO: NAGASATRIA
5. LION HEART: RETINA
6. NANZOWORKS STUDIOS: NEOSANTARA SAGA - ANDIKA
7. TECH CREATIVE: ANDALUSIA GRAPHC NOVEL BOOK ONE ' SALVATION'
8. TEAM XENO: REGENESIS
9. MAGIC THREE: 90 MINS
10. MR CHILDREN X 2: MEMORIES CITY
11. APPLETREE STUDIO: GENZ
12. D'XLID: D'ERANG KAMPUNG
13. ERIMIC STUDIO: SMASH!
14. THE WEIRDO TEAM: THE WEIRDO
15. WINGHANDS ACG WORKSHOP: HEAVEN HELL
16. MYSTICAL MANTRA: ARAMITH - LEGENDARY WEAPON
17. TEAM EDEN: DREAMCATCHER : THE OPENING
18. SECRET STUDIO: DU-RO (DUNIA ROBOT)
19. MFX Pictures: MITHRA
20. GRAYER TEAM: GAIARK

Its been a while and things still didn't have any much changes since I wrote the last blog.Not much freelance goin on to covered up my monthly expenses.Of course my salary is not enough to cover up the whole thing as I am the only one working in the family.
I have a new member in the family name MOJO.A 8 month male cat that always give me a smile though he is one freakin active cat.Love to bite me till I hurts but also love me because always looking for me when he want to sleep.Love him so much as part of my family.
Last week I have participated a quite big comic contest here that mainly been sponsored by the government body(I think so).I hope it will spark back my spirit to continue doing my arts.I'm also trying to do some animation project with my friend.I don't know its gonna work out or not because we re living quite far away from each other.However we re trying to
meet and discuss with our project one ot twice a week...at the late of night.This project important for me as I wanted to proof my 12 experience in this field.I felt so expired,left out and forgotten and this is my chance to feel alive back.Hope this project works.

Its 2009 already...I still achieves nothin.My plan gone miserable out of place.The good part is I have a plenty of jobs.....for now.What about after this?Man ...I felt so sucked in this industry.I m goin nowhere.I can feel my inspiration fading away each day.Its like your body is working but your mind and heart is dying.Even myself as a person feeling drifting away from other people.
Its hard to impressed other people but its even harder to impress myself.I can plan whatever ahead of me and I know I cant stop planning but I can never see it happens.I dont have that optimistic talent to know that i've construct the right plan for my objectives.
It feels sad to feel uninspired.You know you can do better when you see other people work but its no use when the soul that you need to fuel your skill are not there.It hurts to see other people success and rip out your dreams.Right now,all I can do is drag my broken sword with my bleeding wound on my body,wandering helplessly in the emptiness, hoping for a light to guide me the strength to achieve the victory.