Its 2009 already...I still achieves nothin.My plan gone miserable out of place.The good part is I have a plenty of jobs.....for now.What about after this?Man ...I felt so sucked in this industry.I m goin nowhere.I can feel my inspiration fading away each day.Its like your body is working but your mind and heart is dying.Even myself as a person feeling drifting away from other people.
Its hard to impressed other people but its even harder to impress myself.I can plan whatever ahead of me and I know I cant stop planning but I can never see it happens.I dont have that optimistic talent to know that i've construct the right plan for my objectives.
It feels sad to feel uninspired.You know you can do better when you see other people work but its no use when the soul that you need to fuel your skill are not there.It hurts to see other people success and rip out your dreams.Right now,all I can do is drag my broken sword with my bleeding wound on my body,wandering helplessly in the emptiness, hoping for a light to guide me the strength to achieve the victory.